I. Think. I. Should. KILL. Myself.

Someone once said "You can either sulk over the spilt milk or pour yourself another cup." I choose to do both because life is boring without sulking and whining.

I. Want. To. Be. In. A. Band. April 29, 2010

Filed under: General — ithinkishouldkillmyself @ 9:46 am

I want to be in a band. I wanna be a drummer in a rock band!

Oh, I love Modern Warfare 2 now. I blame you Josh! Happy birthday xD


HoN, anyone? April 27, 2010

Filed under: Church/BCM,General,School — ithinkishouldkillmyself @ 8:58 pm

Had a Physics “mid term” (how is it a mid term? it’s not middle of the semester anymore) yesterday morning. It was brutal! Prepare to fail, Jon!

I finally completed my Aquaculture paper. I spend too much time away from my room since my laptop decided to die on me at the most crucial period of time in a school semester!

Not having my own laptop with me certainly has affected me negatively. When I had my own laptop, I used to bully small kids in cyberspace, watch some porno, make some pornobe able to eat in front of a good sitcom, release my anger in Heroes of Newerth, relax on my comfortable deskchair I bought last summer, continue to play Heroes of Newerth till the break of dawn; just simply stay at home and not have to go anywhere to do something during my free time. And also keep me from bothering my housemates :/.

But not having a laptop definately helped in focusing on my Aquaculture paper a lot! I know some people can write an eight page paper in one night but I cannot do that. So without a working laptop with me, I spent most of my free time in the library for the past 4-5 days, writing this paper. I hope I get a good grade on it.

Not having a working laptop also helped me on my addiction to Heroes of Newerth. *Borat pause* NOT! Gonna give Sean a call after my Aquaculture class. Gonna go OWN some noobs online. Muahahahahahaha! Eat poop, NOOBIESSSS!!!!

For those who are wondering why I’ve not been attending church. It’s not that I’ve stopped believing in God. It’s just that I’ve been up really late on those Saturday nights and I had to study for an exam/do some homework on Sunday. I’ll be there this Sunday. If not, I’m probably hanging out with my imaginary girlfriend. Woot woot!

I’m feeling better now. No more Organic Chemistry Lab, no more Organic Chemistry Maxi Quiz, no more paper to write, everything just makes me feel better.

Oh snap, I still have Physics labs and homework. Gah! What a turn off!

I’m not feeling good anymore.


How Bad? April 24, 2010

Filed under: General,School — ithinkishouldkillmyself @ 11:31 am

How bad can your week get? I’m not going through any famine, no relative of mine passed away. I know when compared to the other disastrous events happening lately in the world, my problems are nothing.

My laptop is officially D-E-D, dead. I lost my debit card and reapplied for a new one which will only come after two to two and a half weeks (plus a couple more days for the pin number to arrive :/). And now there’s a frigging hold on my university account for an already RESOLVED problem. Also, the chemistry class I wanted to take next semester has already been filled up. With the hold on my university account I can’t sign up for the Marine Science lab that I can now sign up for. Yeap, bad bad week! Oh, there’s also the Aquaculture paper that’s due this coming Tuesday and our last Physics “mid term” the day before. Yeap, this sucks BAWLS!

What can I do in these times of hardship? You guessed it! Play some Heroes of Newerth, on Dan’s laptop while he’s asleep. Muahahahahahaha!

Life is good again, when noobs die.


I hate this! April 20, 2010

Filed under: General — ithinkishouldkillmyself @ 2:15 am


Laptop is not working yet and I can’t find my debit card :/



Soooooo….. April 14, 2010

Filed under: General,School — ithinkishouldkillmyself @ 1:24 am

Life has been different for the pass couple of days. No Heroes of Newerth, no wathing shows online, in general; no entertainment, AT ALL!

I really need my laptop back! There are a lot more activities that I can do without my laptop, that I know. But I need my frigging laptop to write my lab reports and the darn Aquaculture term paper which is due in two weeks! So yeah, I need my laptop back!

For those of you who get on with college life without your own laptop/computer, kudos!

I’m currently using the computer in the library. Studying for my Aquaculture daily quiz. I hate that class. It’s bad.

I need some frigging Heroes of Newerth, now.


I feel… April 11, 2010

Filed under: General — ithinkishouldkillmyself @ 5:12 am

Like farting. Neh, did that already.

You know what would be fun? Joining an online forum and just connecting with people and making new friends! I should probably start a forum! Oh wait, I did, few months a go, and it died two days later because I felt like doing something else.

Have you been in that situation before? Where you go through “phases” in your life? It’s really really annoying.

There are two distinct “internet phases” I always go through. First one is, yeap, having an online forum with loads of active members, creating an awesome community! Second phase is, Yahoo! Pool… Yeap! I love Yahoo! Pool and I love playing in leagues.

And these phases always come and go in order (Yahoo! Pool, then Forums)… Wheee!

But seriously though, I really want to create a nice community forum. Anyone wanna join?


What’s the Deal?

Filed under: Church/BCM,General,School — ithinkishouldkillmyself @ 12:09 am

So what’s the deal in teenage tv shows that the rich blond teenage girls are always the bitchy one? And they really exaggerate how bitchy the blond girl is… For those who understand what I’m talking about, how can someone be as crafty as the rich and bitchy blond teenage girl?

Anyways, Heroes of Newerth servers are down. It’s really, really annoying! So much for paying! Releasing three patches in 30 hours is dumb.

Oh, and what’s the deal with trolls online? I understand if you want to voice up your opinions, but you don’t have to be a prick in the process! Give your advice, suggestions, opinions, don’t have to undermine anyone.

One who posts a deliberately provocative message to a newsgroup or message board with the intention of causing maximum disruption and argument

There’s a battle of the bands competition in school today. Brings back awesome memories playing for David Hashimoto’s (#-moto) Rocket Rock-It’s songs…

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Wheee! We gots third place! To be honest, I really didn’t care whether we were gonna win anything or not. It’s just super fun rocking out in a band!

Speaking about rocking out, I haven’t played drums in awhile. Gah! Maybe I should give Hannah a call to let me play this coming Connect service.

Ladies and gentlemen, soccer in an hour and a half. See you wussies there!