I. Think. I. Should. KILL. Myself.

Someone once said "You can either sulk over the spilt milk or pour yourself another cup." I choose to do both because life is boring without sulking and whining.

New Blog. December 26, 2010

Filed under: Uncategorized — ithinkishouldkillmyself @ 12:34 pm


Yes, it’s too fancy words I learned to make the title of my new blog. Har har.


Oh jyeah! December 15, 2010

Filed under: School — ithinkishouldkillmyself @ 8:25 pm

Ladies and gentlemen, I’m finally done with Physical Oceanography, Chemistry, and mothereffing Coastal Methods.

That means no more standardized Chemistry exams, no more dealing with stupid people in class/groups, and hopefully no more ancient professors!

To everyone who made my semester miserable, eff you mothereffers!

I rock and you suck bawls!


Fall 2010 December 12, 2010

Filed under: General,School — ithinkishouldkillmyself @ 12:03 am

This semester went by super quick. The days were long but the weeks were short. I hated most of my classes and hated most of my classmates in those classes. Fall 2010 was an eye opener to me on how dumb some people can be and how you can be screwed because of favoritism.

Fall 2010 was not fun at all. I wasted way too much of my time in a class that achieving an A is close to impossible since I have an idiot in my group and we (the class) were expected to know stuff for NEW topics/assignments which resulted in really bad assignment grades.

I didn’t accomplish much in Fall 2010. I wanted to play drums for BCM’s praise and worship team but the worship leader kept having practices on a day that I cannot show up. Plus, some of his arrangements on songs are kinda lame. And most of time he wanted a djembe player, not a drummer. I like playing the djembe but I really wanted to play the drums.

Super long hours in class and lab made me miss P90X a lot. It was supposed to be a workout for me to go for free and I couldn’t make it at all. Except for two days. This sucks. Also, weekend soccer is getting boring since we don’t have any regulars to count on to show up. It’s always driving all the way to University Heights Park and waiting for people till 4pm then leaving that place just to come home to disappointment since I always look forward to soccer.

I wanted to volunteer more in the Marine Science department but I just cannot stand the mini politics in that place. I really wanted to join the marine mammal response network but I’m not thick-skinned to be able to ignore whatever crappy moments that happened in my class due to the coordinators of this network.

But thank God for motivating times during Fall 2010 like when Paul came to visit, playing non-raging games of HoN, playing soccer when people DID show up, the visit from Nickles, and the enjoyable moments with my housemates.

Overall, Fall 2010 was a bittersweet semester. Mostly bitter though. I do not want to relive this period of my life if I had a chance to go back through time. Fall 2010 is the crappiest semester yet.

Now, finals. Argh! The horror!

And oh, I’m still single. Gosh.


Oh boy… December 4, 2010

Filed under: School — ithinkishouldkillmyself @ 7:54 pm

I’ve come to a conclusion that a couple of my group members in my crappy Marine Science class just cannot write at all. I know I don’t write that well but these guys, oh my goodness, bad bad bad.

Now I know why I got a B+ in my stats class instead of an A. It’s because of group members like these guys who cannot do anything properly.

How do you confront these jokers though? Saying that they can’t write straight up is rude and offering my time and energy to write a whole section of a group project is not going to happen (I’m lazy and it’s a GROUP project).

Screw these fools. I don’t feel like taking a class next semester because of a dumbass from my group.

Oh my goodness, I hate these people >.<

I hate all of these group projects. Screw this crap. I’m ready for the semester to end. I hope there won’t be group projects next semester.